Divine

I love this band

Tattoos

I have recently found myself becoming very attached to the website www.fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com There are some really gorgeous and inspirational tattoos on that site and I feel like posting a couple of them on here.

Save Your Breath...

Save your breath this time around
You're too beautiful and it's late
There's nothing left to say
I've wasted all this time on you
On you

It's all the same, we all make mistakes
And if you didn't notice, I'm taking this for all its worth
If it's a game, and these are the stakes
I know I got the best shot, for taking you out of the race

And every time I think of him it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then
In the van right in front of my house
That's where you sold me out, girl
You didn't have a clue

You sold me out
What'd you think about when you were telling all your friends
about how your lips were pressed against his tightly
And I hope you (had your eyes closed)

And every time I think of him it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then
In the van right in front of my house
That's where you sold me out, girl
You didn't have a clue

What'd you think about when you sold me out?

Every time you go to sleep at night
I wonder what you hide behind closed eyes
What else could you be keeping from me?
What else could you be keeping from me?

And every time you go to sleep at night
I wonder what you hide behind closed eyes
What else could you be keeping from me?
What else could you be keeping from me?

And every time I think of him it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then
In the van right in front of my house
That's where you sold me out, girl
You didn't have a clue

And every time I think of him it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then
In the van right in front of my house
That's where you sold me out, girl
You didn't have a clue

Manic Panic

IS THE SHIT :D

We are the ones, we are the only ones...

Coming down, Angels wings
Drink on the top of some magazine
Powder on the glass smells like gasoline
My brain just keeps on vacuuming
Hiding in the top with gravity
Drowning out so happily
One more cut of catastrophe
Is this my blood or is it blasphemy
I hear my voice keep asking me
If i can't live why can i be?
If I can't speak why can I scream?
If i can't die why can i bleed?




-ALL PHOTOS IN THIS POST WERE TAKEN BY ME-

Because I enjoy looking at these...

I like These photos a lot...

Mmmmm

Dylan & George Kissing :D...nom nom nom

Beautiful Day...

Wake up in the morning and I look at myself
Finally took the picture of you off of my shelf
I was feeling sorry but I'm over it now
Can't remember why I ever was down
'Cause I feel good today
And I know that I'm on my way
And I got nothing on my mind
Everything is fine today


Driving in the car with the windows down
I think I might get out of this town
'Cause it's all about me and I do what I want
Nothing here to tie me down
Hello beautiful day
Would you come out and play
Hello beautiful world
I just want to be your girl
Maybe I'm a sinner and maybe I'm not
Whatever I give is whatever I got
And I've got love and I've got me
And those are the only two things that I need
'Cause I feel good today
And I know that I'm on my way
And I got nothing on my mind
Everything is fine today


Lying here awake with the sun in my eyes
I feel lucky just to be alive
Out of the thunder and out of the rain
All of the joy and all of the pain
Hello beautiful day
Would you come out and play
Hello beautiful world
I just want to be your girl
Hello beautiful day
Would you come out and play
Hello beautiful world
I just want to be your girl
Hello beautiful day
Would you come out and play
Hello beautiful world
I just want to be your girl
Hello beautiful day
Hello beautiful day
Hello beautiful day
Hello beautiful day


-ALL PHOTOS IN THIS POST WERE TAKEN BY ME-

Girls will be Boys...

I very much enjoy these photos:
I often find myself wishing I were a boy, things sure would be a whole lot simpler is I were...



-ALL PHOTOS IN THIS POST WERE TAKEN BY ME-

Failure

Don't you just hate when you try SO hard to do something and you just CAN'T. I really thought I'd do it this time, I'd convinced myself I was going to pass but I didn't I fucked it all up and I knew from the beginning it was a mess. I can't stand to be here anymore I just feel like every thinks I can't do anything right. I just want to leave. I want to go and never come back because I hate it. All I wanted to do was pass today, that was all. Then I would have been happy, I would have bought my plane ticket and got on with my life but now I'm right back at square one being a complete and utter fuck up. I don't even care anymore I am DONE trying. I try and try SO fucking hard for things my whole life but they are always just that little bit out of reach and I can never grasp them. I was so confident I could do this today I REALLY thought I was gonna do it but no I didn't I messed it up. I failed again and it makes me feel like I'm fucking worthless, how can I not do a simple task almost EVERY fucking person can do huh?! fuck this seriously. It hurts, it hurts BAD that i can't get this down. All I wanted to do was pass today, it was all I wanted, now I am upset and angry, pissed off, wish I could change it, confused and agitated. I just want ONE thing to go right for once, just ONE but no, that won't happen I'm not that lucky. I wish I could change this but I can't and I don't know what to do now. I just want to run away from my problems honestly my first thought right now is fuck it I'm leaving. I just want to hop on a plane and fly far, far away. Go to my best friend, stay there and not come back until I have to.

I got messages from people, texts, e-mails saying 'Good Luck" and "You'll be fine!" well guess what I wasn't I fucked it ALL up I ruined it for myself and yeah thank mom and dad for trying to blame the examiner "yeah he looked grumpy" and "He was new, didn't know the roads well" and "He's an ex-cop he is GONNA be tough" but no all of those don't equate to the simple fact that I can't drive a god damn car! Okay fine I can drive it but I can't fucking maneuver the damn thing, I can't I tried so hard, I was doing it perfect before the test then BAMN I take the test and everything is fucked, I can't do it. I CAN'T FUCKING DO IT. I just wanted to pass, I know I keep on saying but I had been waiting SO long to take that test, failing in November, re-booking for December, having the test date changed to February due to snow, then finally managing to be able to change my test to today January 5th and what do I do I fucking fail it like the dumb bitch I am. God knows when the next available test slot is now?! Late Feb> March?! FUCK THAT I don't even want to try any more I really don't and I just feel like giving up completely, throwing in the towel and saying "Fuck this shit" because I don't want to try anymore I really don't. I tried so hard and all I did was fail. I have had it, I am not pushing back my trip any further I won't do it. I'm not staying here. I'll go to the states, then I will come back for college and I GUESS try to pass again but I really...I just really want to give up right about now.

I KNOW I shouldn't let it get to me like this I KNOW I really shouldn't but I thought I was gonna pass so much today I was so sure of it everyone convinced me I was gonna do good and I was feeling happy and confident and now I feel SO fucking down on myself it is actually unbelievable. I just want to crawl in to bed and sleep forever, I don't wanna go to work, I don't wanna eat, I most CERTAINLY do not want to try and drive anymore. I don't want to do
anything. I just want to stop.















I wish I could take some advice from the photo above but right now I feel like that's all that I am. A Failure.